Photo Shoot Extravaganza! (don't know if I spelt taht right... didnt spell that right though)

So Yeah I thought that while my photo's loaded up to photobucket.com to make you all a slide show... I would blog... So Tess and I have been short on cash lately... let's make that.. ultra short! Since we're planning our trip to Paris and London with Rachael, and the newly added Laura (my sister) yes. Yes we have been penny pinching to the 9... Well aside from the exploration last week, or the week before, to the Alkmaar Cheese Market... but that was kinda a special thing... so we give ourselves the excuses we'd like... and we'd like you all to accept them too! haha! So anyway... So this weekend we we're sitting bored as ever... with nothing to do and chatting with each other online for a couple hours... That's when I got the bright idea to do a photo shoot! I wanted to go to the Beach... but it was too late for that... and I suspected rain... so I suggested the graveyard and windmill in the Centrum of Hoofddorp... So around 3:30pm Tess showed up.. we beautified ourselves and headed out to the shoot... by bike... well... Tess her hair as you will see in the pictures, held up really well! Mine... Did not... but oh well! Anywho! It was pretty fun! I know it's kinda bad to be on tombstones... but... I wouldn't care... honestly... cause it's your body... not you... so anywho... Don't judge me.. We only choose the graves because of their beauty.. it was really cool... I really like old cemetaries... this one had old ones and some not so old ones... I of course like the dirtier more broken down stones... So we made art with them... Sheesh! It's gonna be a while before the photo's load! It's taking forever! So yeah...
Well aside from that I'm in an emotional breakdown... but holding up really.. I just hate everyone and everything! haha! Don't worry! I probably don't hate you.. I mean maybe... but no... I promise I don't... I don't really hate anyone... I'm just frustrated with some! So yeah! '
I just want to go to sleep... it's only 8:55pm... and I took a 5 hour nap today! I think it's the weather.... all day Pooh Bear was saying "Tut tut it looks like rain!" But poor Pooh Bear... it never did... just a thick, thick layer of clouds stretching as far as the eye can see.. and very little wind.. well no that's a lie... it's always windy... I mean maybe I just complain a lot... well yeah I do that too... but I think it's EXTRA windy in Hoofddorp! Martine says it is cause this all used to be a lake and they built the town over it! Or maybe I just don't notice it at Tess's... cause I'm not carrying groceries and children in a little trailer behind my back.. totalling at least 100+ lbs! When the wind isn't blowing... it's like whatever... but with that extra weight... it's killer... But I've been getting a lot stronger! I can tell I'm building muscles! And I've lost a bit more weight! So yeah... I'm tired... OH!
I don't know if I put this before... I don't think so... So the last family I lived with... Tess Tell Merium already if you haven’t! Anyway... I've been talking to the older kids a little bit online... and Melvin the 9 year old... he told me that they really missed me.... And that the last Au pair was no fun, she never played with them... couldn't speak English or Dutch.... Cried all the time... and then STOLE Michella's birthday money and went home! Terrible huh? I really do think it's awful! The kids are so great... but I won't lie... it makes me feel better about myself,... and they must think better of me now.. I suppose they just wont ever have an au pair... maybe they'll get one.. but I dunno... that would be rough... first me then her... so yeah... but I do feel bad they do need the help... But yeha whatever... So Melvin wants me to come visit him some weekend.. I will I just told him to set a time and I'll come... I think it will be fun... I hope not too awkward! So I'm gonna get off now... and maybe if the internet is only going to the loading of pics it will happen faster! Okie... that's all! Enjoy the pics! And tell me what you think honestly! Don't just say they're all pretty... I'll number them so you can say what ones your fave and least fave!