Tuesday, August 26, 2008

sorry...

So my comp is being retarded! So I'm gonna go to bed and finnish posting in the morning... Sorry to make you wait even longer! But I did change my profile pic on here... and if you have myspace and facebook I posted a couple on there... ok nighty night!

Photo Shoot Extravaganza! (don't know if I spelt taht right... didnt spell that right though)

So Yeah I thought that while my photo's loaded up to photobucket.com to make you all a slide show... I would blog... So Tess and I have been short on cash lately... let's make that.. ultra short! Since we're planning our trip to Paris and London with Rachael, and the newly added Laura (my sister) yes. Yes we have been penny pinching to the 9... Well aside from the exploration last week, or the week before, to the Alkmaar Cheese Market... but that was kinda a special thing... so we give ourselves the excuses we'd like... and we'd like you all to accept them too! haha! So anyway... So this weekend we we're sitting bored as ever... with nothing to do and chatting with each other online for a couple hours... That's when I got the bright idea to do a photo shoot! I wanted to go to the Beach... but it was too late for that... and I suspected rain... so I suggested the graveyard and windmill in the Centrum of Hoofddorp... So around 3:30pm Tess showed up.. we beautified ourselves and headed out to the shoot... by bike... well... Tess her hair as you will see in the pictures, held up really well! Mine... Did not... but oh well! Anywho! It was pretty fun! I know it's kinda bad to be on tombstones... but... I wouldn't care... honestly... cause it's your body... not you... so anywho... Don't judge me.. We only choose the graves because of their beauty.. it was really cool... I really like old cemetaries... this one had old ones and some not so old ones... I of course like the dirtier more broken down stones... So we made art with them... Sheesh! It's gonna be a while before the photo's load! It's taking forever! So yeah...
Well aside from that I'm in an emotional breakdown... but holding up really.. I just hate everyone and everything! haha! Don't worry! I probably don't hate you.. I mean maybe... but no... I promise I don't... I don't really hate anyone... I'm just frustrated with some! So yeah! '
I just want to go to sleep... it's only 8:55pm... and I took a 5 hour nap today! I think it's the weather.... all day Pooh Bear was saying "Tut tut it looks like rain!" But poor Pooh Bear... it never did... just a thick, thick layer of clouds stretching as far as the eye can see.. and very little wind.. well no that's a lie... it's always windy... I mean maybe I just complain a lot... well yeah I do that too... but I think it's EXTRA windy in Hoofddorp! Martine says it is cause this all used to be a lake and they built the town over it! Or maybe I just don't notice it at Tess's... cause I'm not carrying groceries and children in a little trailer behind my back.. totalling at least 100+ lbs! When the wind isn't blowing... it's like whatever... but with that extra weight... it's killer... But I've been getting a lot stronger! I can tell I'm building muscles! And I've lost a bit more weight! So yeah... I'm tired... OH!
I don't know if I put this before... I don't think so... So the last family I lived with... Tess Tell Merium already if you haven’t! Anyway... I've been talking to the older kids a little bit online... and Melvin the 9 year old... he told me that they really missed me.... And that the last Au pair was no fun, she never played with them... couldn't speak English or Dutch.... Cried all the time... and then STOLE Michella's birthday money and went home! Terrible huh? I really do think it's awful! The kids are so great... but I won't lie... it makes me feel better about myself,... and they must think better of me now.. I suppose they just wont ever have an au pair... maybe they'll get one.. but I dunno... that would be rough... first me then her... so yeah... but I do feel bad they do need the help... But yeha whatever... So Melvin wants me to come visit him some weekend.. I will I just told him to set a time and I'll come... I think it will be fun... I hope not too awkward! So I'm gonna get off now... and maybe if the internet is only going to the loading of pics it will happen faster! Okie... that's all! Enjoy the pics! And tell me what you think honestly! Don't just say they're all pretty... I'll number them so you can say what ones your fave and least fave!

Friday, August 8, 2008

I have not blogged a lot lately...

I havent blogged much lately so Í am here to shower you with my awesome blogging abilities! Which I know you were all quite aware of it's awesomness... So to begin... If you'd liek to blog like me you must first blog how you have nothing much to say... So yeah...
"There is a great void in my mind for things to find to blog about... For this I find great sorrow..."
Then add some more impressive and though provoking "...'s" and something interesting pops into you head!
"... I might have to write something interesting for you... ... ... ... ... Oh so the other day... wel last weekend... Tess and I wnet to see Dark night... and as Tess said we made it a double feature... So we were both saying goodbye at Amsterdam Central Station and this old man came to me... Just after I left Tess... and said to me... in a skeezy... foreign.. not to say foreign is skeezy... just that he was foreign and skeezy... anywho! He says to me 'Yes, I like your ass.. and your breast, they are very nice... I like you very much' he says under his breath as I walk past him... I though... 'Walk quickly and don't make eye contact!' A night which I am greatful that they check tickets at the gates..."
Then I might go into something else intriging about Thijs, Jet or Martine....
"Jet is so stinkin' funny! She is going to be tow in October.. but I swear she is far, FAR more inteligent then most 2 year olds you know... She has a very good sense of humor... like she really understands it! And knows when she's being funny and what not... Like the other day she was crackin Martine and I up... and we were laughing so hard! Then we started talking and she kept doing it over and over again... and we werent paying attention to her.. so she says in Dutch 'Everyone Laugh!!!' It was so funny taht we of course began to laugh even more!"
Then I might say soemthing about why I have to stop this blog...
"Man my back is killing me! I made dinner for the sister missionaries tonight... It was quite tasty and sweet of them to coem and visit... not to mention sweet of me to make them soem AWESOME enchillada's... But I am just so tired! And Tess should be here anytime! Martine is outta town again... and Tess got tomorrow night off! So sweet! We're gonna hang out tonight! Sheesh my back hurts!"
So yeah taht would be a genuine Becky Blog and Becky Blog format... I hope you enjoyed it! So if you'd like to be as cool as me you can also use this format... But of course don't forget you "...'s" and add in some odd sounding sentences that make you want to re-read it... not for shere enjoyment... but for reasons of not understanding it the first time!

Hey at least I spell checked it! ... well so my spell check doesn't wanna work.. sorry man.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Such sadness and joy!

So Let's start with the sad stuff...

Last night I finished reading the 6th book of Harry Potter, The Half Blood Prince... And I'll give you all a warning that I'm about to talk about the book! So if you haven't read it and you don't want to hear about it Skip the whole Purple paragraph!!!

So I really thought the book was great! But then came the last 80 pages... which is what i read last night! It was so depressing! I hated that Snape turned out to be bad! Of course through out the whole series you think he is bad... Then you are so reassured by Dumbledore that he is good... That you finally begin to think he's really good! Then at the beginning of the book, the 6th one, he is making a deal with Malfoys mom... and you're like what... he's gotta be bad.. but no! He's gotta be good and just doing this so you think he's bad... I know I know... that's how the book was written to be.... And while reading I thought... you know even if Snape is bad I will still like him... cause I just like his character.... But then to go and kill Dumbledore!!! That is inexcusable! I would have gotten over it if he killed Harry... But Dumbledore who trusted him so! I just cannot forgive him for that... and yes I get it! He's a fictional character... But I, like Dumbledore learned to put a lot of trust in him... and then he does this!!! So Now I don't even want to read the 7th book! I seriously don't! Of course I will... But I don't want to! I'm gonna wait a week I think... Maybe I'll read Bridget Jones... I dunno. So there you go!

Back to black... or whatever color this is... So yeah! Exciting news! Rachael my bestest friend is coming to visit Tess and I in October! She'll be here for 3 weeks, arriving on the first! Just in time for my birthday !!! I'll be an official old person... eek! 24! Yeah so while she's here we'll be going to London and to Paris! I"m really excited! Tess and i have a time table laid out for money and such.... This last weekend we got out train tickets to London... and in another 2 weeks we'll be booking our spots on the tour of Paris! Where we'll get to reinstate our geekyness and see Disneyland Paris for a second time! So yeah! I"m really excited about it all!!!!

Well I really have to be off! I have to go pick up my bike at the train station! I spent the weekend with Tess and when I got back to the train station on Sunday night... It was dark and pooring! And I had nothing! So I took the bus home! So now I have to ride the bus to the station and take the bike back home... and I need to do this within the next hour or so! So yeha! I gotta go!!!!